December 2011
Eating is either too hard or uncontrollable
And that’s why my body is disgusting.
How I talk myself out of food/How I explain to my...
I don't like food.
Food just makes me fat.
Food is gross.
I only eat to survive.
I'm not hungry.
I have water.
Eating in the morning makes me sick.
School food looks gross.
Nothing in the house looks appetizing.
There are too many calories.
I'm on a diet.
I just ate.
33336) I stopped being hungry when he told me he...
Another rant about how disgusting I am.
I’m so fat
I’m so stuck between “I have to be skinny NOW.” and starving myself and “I just want to be healthy” and the worst part is that I’m just pigging out. I have no control and it’s making me so bitchy. So I’m fasting today and the next two days. Then, I’m going to eat completely healthy and get a gym membership. Hopefully going to...
2012
i am going to get skinny
i am going to invest in good makeup
i am going to lighten my hair
buy new clothes
make a few new friends
be healthy
be happy
be the person i’ve wanted to be for the last five years, finally.
Anonymous asked: i had exactly the same experience when i started working with food. woo! got a few Q's if you could answer them.. this i going to sounds really thick but i don't get what the LW UGW extra stand for.. i guessed the CW means current weight? also, if you have to got o the toilet really soon after you eat is that a sign of high metabolism? and is 800 cals a day with no exercise apart from...
Anonymous asked: you are so beautiful!
ever since i started working at a fastfood restaurant, i’ve actually been losing weight without trying!
to be around food for hours a day, having the aroma being shoved up your nose constantly, it makes you sick. I really lose my appitite. Thank jesus christ.
